therealwoman's Blog

You thought I gave up on vlogging didn't ya?

New Vid up on my channel:
http://www.youtube.com/user/MzMaihem

It's crap but I'm back!

 

 


OH YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
What a good day!
I'm so happy. Thank you Liam, Gem, Andy and Chris. This ROCKS!!!

Reality is fucked up.
I'm not meant for this world, get me my deserved one. Where I am loved and can love without fear. Where I fuck up and am forgiven. Where I am clean, clothed, fed and aroused sensually and intellectually. Where I have real friends....

GET ME IT NOW, fucking society.

The only reason I tolerate Hell is so I can be here for others. I HATE anxiety, fear, disappointment and ignorance. I HATE it.

I love you though...all of the people on EP who've ever reached out I thank you.

I love this track.... I love the man who wrote it. I'm dancing my cute arse off several times a day to this.

He's back and he's righteous and SEXY!! Warning, there is one f-bomb.

 


and the TEASE(R)....Gods Above... It's ecstasy. Long live rock 'n' roll.... (EDIT- the next day: it's been removed from the official channel, they REALLY are teasing. Sorry.)

 


*swoons* I love Beady Eye!
http://www.beadyeyemusic.com

Thank you!

PS. Ignore the dedication on the video... I know you're not a lady.

 



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I LOVE YOU, youngest Gallagher!!

This is the sweetest engagement gift a man could give a woman. Liam's wife  was and still is blessed to have him and their family. *sigh* He is so handsomely beautiful here that it almost rips my heart out. I adore this whole thing!

 

Hello,

I have been with my parents. Few internet passwords were packed and little connectivity was achieved in semi-rural Queensland. That was from Sep 25- Oct 3...my father was yelling almost 24/7/365. I'm concerned about both of my folks' mental wellbeing.

Prior to that ongoing care problems meant I couldn't log on and when I did I was too enraged to communicate without crying.

I'm sorry for worrying you. Things are healing slowly, I have meetings tomorrow and next tuesday to help realign my course of care.

I love you and thanks for caring....genuinely so.

I love you, I thank you and I appreciate you. The distant affection is helping less and less though, with each passing day. It's almost 1.00 on Tuesday September 21, 2010. All the good thoughts in the world doesn't change one fact.
I AM ALWAYS ALONE, PHYSICALLY. I know I sound fucking insolent and ungrateful, but I HURT that you can't hold me.

How in the fuck can anyone survive without human touch? I am empty and I thank Gods for my cat, but I hate that I haven't had a human hug in years that was repeated. I am a "once-off" hug, for well meaning fly-by-nighters....and I NEED someone to be able to share my life with me for more than a few passing moments.


Where are you???

I'm screwed, I'm tired and I'm up all night again. My carers are awful.

This video, shot by a new friend on 22 August 2010, proves to me that someone I adore is not afraid to show affection to me in public. I miss you, TR...thank you for being there. Thank you too for the bigger kiss on Friday over your speaker at the album launch. 3 years has gone so fast. 1.08-1.15 was the crowning moment of a stellar weekend. Friendship spans the ocean.... and so does respect and love. The lapis lazuli and silver I gave you keeps us close and focused, even when apart....

You don't even know about EP...oops!

Fiz x

The time difference sucks and I'm too needy. I'll deal with life as it comes. Thanks for being there when you can be, I'll be fine.

Love from the arse-end of the world.

I love this song.... and wish I was at this Wembley gig. Front row, blowing kisses... x

and stop crying your heart out....

♥